Day 3: Well This Is Awkward...

today was the first day back to work and seeing nate since the "incident" last week.  although i had pep talked myself into believing everything would be fine, and that things would only be awkward if i made them so, i was really nervous about going in.  so nervous that i actually got up an hour earlier than usual so i could get to work before nate.

prue had styled me last night (with clothes that i would never be able to afford) so that i would look fierce and feel fierce.  it helped a bit, but i felt myself avoiding any opportunity where i would be within close proximity to nate.  i still wasn't ready to make nice.

most of the morning went by fine, without incident... until the afternoon.  the girl that nate had professed his love for asked me for help with something, so we sat in a communal area so we could go over it.  guess who comes strolling into the communal area not even 30 seconds after we sit down??? yup, nate.  talk about awkward moments... i think all 3 of us just earned the award for all-time awkward office moments.  at least i looked good though haha.

looking forward to tomorrow though.  i knew the first day would be the hardest, and really it could've been worse.