Day 2: Friends And Fashion

i've been wallowing in my sorrows all weekend over the events from a couple of days ago, but today one of my best friends (let's call her prue) called me and dragged me out of my house to help her with some work.  now prue is a stylist, a very well respected one at that, who works with some of the hottest celebrities, so of course i jumped at a chance to experience a day in her life.

she was dressing one person in particular all week, and when i saw the amount of clothing and accessories that were pulled for the celeb it blew my mind.  i've never seen so many beautiful (and expensive) clothes.  luckily for me prue let me try some stuff on for fun.... at one point i was wearing £30,000 worth of clothing which consisted of a dress and a jacket.  unreal.

after we finished work we just hung out (still are right now actually) and it was really nice.  it was nice to have a reminder that i have some truly amazing friends.

Day 1: "I Really Respect You, But..."

alright, i really like(d) this guy at work (already a bad choice, i know) and i thought he was into me too.

as mentioned before, i'm not going to use anyone's real name so let's call this guy nate.

a couple of weeks ago i was out at a pub with a bunch of work friends, nate included.  all night nate had been chatting with me and apologizing for an incident that had happened a couple of weeks prior.  i told him we were cool and that he didn't need to worry about it anymore, which really seemed to make his day/night.  he kept going on about how he thought i was super cool and fun, and that he was really starting to like me.  of course i was skeptical because we had all been drinking, and people say stupid shit when they're drunk, but then all of my friends kept coming up to me and telling me that nate was super into me.  i hadn't told anyone, but i did have a crush on him... i was just too afraid to admit it.