today was the first day back to work and seeing nate since the "incident" last week. although i had pep talked myself into believing everything would be fine, and that things would only be awkward if i made them so, i was really nervous about going in. so nervous that i actually got up an hour earlier than usual so i could get to work before nate.
prue had styled me last night (with clothes that i would never be able to afford) so that i would look fierce and feel fierce. it helped a bit, but i felt myself avoiding any opportunity where i would be within close proximity to nate. i still wasn't ready to make nice.
